Apparantly, for someone to be obsesed with you, you need to put efforts. how lame is that. cant they just be curious about me for well, absoulutly nothing. So oppertunities for people to know me. things i dont like, like, fashinations, habits and maybe my curiousity. only occur when i roll the dies. cant they…

i just reached home, after finishing match point by woody allen. there is this wife of protagonist. she…… . she is eager to be a mother, want children that too 3 of them. she is a monotone, don’t want to disappoint anyone. she don’t have any interest to go beyond or under what life or…

Day before yesterday, its dhasara apparently. its a festival where we pay for our ancestors for there well-being, its a small puja. in past, every year we used to gather in our native village, to perform it. its a house 100 years old, says my father. Probably the oldest in the village. This year puja…

Person 1: all we have to spend, is fear and time. there is no time to fear and never fear about time.

i think a lot, there are moments i dont think at all too. when i am hungry, after 10pm and basically at high of any emotion. Love, fear, jealousy and sad. Mostly because, i doubt efficiency and effectiveness of my brain at this moments. I eat at solar kitchen every lunch, thats the most i…

Its fear mostly, about not feeling something or about commitments beyond me and what I feel.

A book of 200 pages cant explain my relationship with my fathers homevillage, its one shade of gray. recently in once in a while visits to the village (balapanuru), there is a wedding in pace, actually bunch of wedding. Something to do with auspicious months. A day before wedding, one of the events. a small…

i am 5.8, its a decent height. Atleast in india i dont see many people taller than me, i never went abroad to tell about it. My guess is that i will find fairly more people above my height. I have see people talk insecurely about there height, relative to them i am not that…

he: what happened They: could be worse He: (with sharp eyes, looking up) you can say that to nearly anything, i guess The End

maybe i didnt experience this feeling in its unbearable form but, in minute incidents i did experience it. last Sunday, when i was returning from my Sunday thing. i was tired of cycling all day, it was dark, my bicycle has no head light, there wear no street lights. i entered auroville, and cycling in…