the word friend is thrown around a lot, i dont want to use it. lets just say people you hangout with, frequently. I don’t know what kind of people you want to spend your time with. actually, i dont know what kind of people i want to spend my time with. i mean, i know…

Couple of weeks back on a pretty even monday, a day i dressed not my best. as sunday was loundry and i had intersteller to watch. solar kitchen has three blocks, two fairly ventilated closed blocks. in between them is a open space, opening to a uneven garden with prominent trees and tall grass. take…

you cant have sex with everyone you find attractive, i find many men attractive. you dont want attension from everyone, plenty drop dead gorgeous women wont even glance at me and i dont want attension from a unplesent women or you dont want a stranger peeking through your window. you cant claim every comfort, coz…

there is a saying in telugu. in littral terms it translates to “try building a house, try arranging a marraige”. Not so littrally, it states as a challenge to build a house, arrange a marraige. Maybe be i am stupid. well, the general idea is that. to need something, you need to afford it. things…

when solar kitchen opens at 12:00. i dont know when they closes, i never had a need to know.The are already people outside to get in a line as it opens. i will be one of them. right before the counter, rightside of the que. there is mediam wide table, serving this man. a somewhat…

A object at rest stays at rest, unless a outside force acts on it. few things in my life are like that. that doesnt mean i am brainless to take decisions on weather to stay at rest or not. or it doesnt mean i am rest without consious or consent. well, at least some. I…

a lot of things limits us a humans. listing: identity, lack of vision, subjective taste, truma, prejudices, fear, past decisions, long term commitments, desires, love, fear of loosing things, way we nurtured, human biological body, time, money, influence, energy, 0ther humans and physics. Even after removing all this limitations, there are few things one can’t…

I like to sweat, it feels good when i do. from jogging or any phisical strain. its even better if its from working on something, farm work to traveling on cycle. there days i am lot on cycle, few days i travel two digit kilometer on cycle. I reach home, fill my bottle with cold…

everying morning after my tea at 10:00 with my collegues. I silently walk to the workshop room and pick up two tools. I dont know there names in telugu, tamil and english. i just use them. Much like my social interactions. Anyways. one is a sharp c shaped, agriculture tool. second one is same tools…

I am 21, i dont really run my life beliving in identies and carrying tags. I Try to avoid them as much as i can. but according to popular media, for my age my coolness depends on weather i have anywhere to party on saturday night, or girlfriend and sex. These things also define weather…