vardhanmani
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No soul is set free on this planet Bound with old habits Great light behind us Is too great to turn back The farther you go The vague the shadows get A still stand, is what one try Old habits, one try What I fear Is we will get back here
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When someone tells you, they have self harmed. what can a person do?… nothing, preciously nothing. what does that even mean – self harm. My only interactive previously with self harm was a porn video, there was this couple’s home made video and on the women wrist, there were scars lined up. i found myself…
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(first half of 2024) and this morning is a sunday, a tour to pondicherry will happen. I was at a bakery, as i was leaving i turned back. what called is plastic jar hiting the tar road. A old, looked like he fainted in middle of the road. Vehicles passed by, i passed by to…
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There were 3 expectations from trip to Hyderabad in early 2024. One to help my father with this automation software and finding a new office, to build a drone and to lose virginity. Macbeth was performed on 3rd of March and on April 1st i have to leave to Hyderabad. On the last day of…
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there is a museum in pondicherry, it suprised me when my eyes my fell on it. I belived to be a man, who look for museums. There was a rock axe protected in glass box, 70,000 to atleast few millons years old. i was like “what i see before me existed for thousands of years”,…
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i was on one of those expeditions last sunday. Its usual sunday coffee and then realized, i didn’t explore the more south of pondicherry on way to cuddalore. Looking for things to scan. cities and towns are dense, but you never know when you will stumble on something. On the way, i got to visit…
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I started Baraka on 1 jan2024, it’s 7 feb today. I go to the same grocery shop everyday, it’s tiny and comfortable. There are these cookies, I pass by. Medium brown ones with one square cube in the middle. Everytime i enter, I take a stroll around, checking prices and ingredients. I never imagined I…
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Beginning this week, on monday i had to ask my father for money, a good sum of it. I am usually shy about this stuff but, this time I showed immense confidence in it. Know the fact that I have bigger things to disappoint my father in future. For example marriage. To give you context,…
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once lived a man,life treated him with simple pleasureand subtle movements52 years old,in his entirety of, he felt few thingsone very strongly.with purple feathers it fanned himhe was glad with glimpses,never dared to walk towards.else it would fly awaylike a irrational mother, it treated him.he resorted to it, in his times of noise.it justified his…
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Lighting devices to my surprise, do emit brightnessAnd stop after a distanceSome are designed to project, some involve in a self indulgent glowBright red, light green and vibrant blue are often used.Orange onces are my favouriteAt times it does feel like a well lit bus going through a dessert on a full moon nightComprehending sway…